Tonight I was sweetly and touchingly reminded that not only was TJ’s spirit here on earth as a unique and inimitable being, but also that he is simply no longer in form, no longer in a physical body. Well, duh. But there is a bigger point to this- that even though he is not “in form” he still IS.
He IS. He IS. He IS.
Repeat, repeat, repeat. Will this make me feel better? It does, even though it also makes me cry gentle tears. And now, with this reminder freshly planted in my mind I feel a heaviness to my heart. Because with this is the reminder that all the ways I was able to interact with TJ when he was here physically are no longer possible. Which leads me on a quest to interact with him in the ether. I have had success connecting with him before but this reminder evokes in me an even greater desire than ever to intentionally meet him.
